Amma

the relationship between a mother n her child could easiy be the purest bond that exists in the whole of the universe....yes, i agree that there r some exceptions but still i reckon either the mother or the child failed to realise the purity of their bond.....yes, that should be the reason.

just imagine, if our child were to ask us for our blood, what would our answer be? can we choose between acceptance and creativity at this juncture - accepting to die by giving away our blood; will it give life to our child that is begging for blood? so would that be the right solution? is so, what about us - do we as one of god's creation need to die unnecessarily? shouldnt we protect ourselves? can we then refuse to give blood n allow the new creation to die? but this question has already been answered. n how? the answer appears everytime a child is born. the mother doesnt have to die to give life to her baby. y?bcoz the baby is a part of her child. there is no way she would identify her child as seperate from her. this could be the only rship in the whole of the universe where there is such purity in the creation n the giver doesn't lose a thing n the reciever just gains everything.

i guess u might wonder y iam actually writing about motherhood instead of writing about my mother....."amma" as i call her :)...i guess she has always been the silent support for the whole family......living for us n working to make us live better. thats the only job that she has got. time to time i wonder whether she is capable of being selfish at all.........but am always proved wrong! ALWAYS!!!! she could easily be the epitome of patience...(guess having a daughter like me she needs to be so :P)

its her duty consciousness that highly amazes me!not even one day has passed where she made her children starve bcoz she was feeling lazy.......when i was a child i had the habit of craving for something to eat at midnight n yes u guessed it right? she still used to wake up n make something for me, make me eat or even go to the extent of feeding the food n then make me sleep! n the next morning there she was in the kitchen, humming a song, cooking something special to give us to school. n btw my mom is highly popular among my friends in school n college for making all those yummy stuff :) thanks a ton ma!

i still haven't told u that she was actually one of the best play back singers of her time! she used to give so many shows n since she was upcoming she got so many offers from the best of the music directors! but unfortunately all these offers started rushing in after we were born n she was torn between her career n her children....n again we became her top priority so she didnt pursue her career. even now i feel bad that i was one of the reasons for that :(the amount of faith n trust that she has got on my father's decisions is again another subject on which i could easily write volumes.

n dont think she is all perfect.......coz its only bcoz of her that i havent started cooking yet :P spoils me rot while am at home! :)

AMMA i just love u :*